I will wake up at 6:30 every morning!

Thursday, November 28, 2013


The long procrastinated post is finally here.
I hope the few who read my blog is still here waiting for a miracle.
Wait no more, the miracle is here!
LOL
 
For the past few days, I've been reading back my old blog post and I feel ashamed. ><
I've been doing what I said I will not do, procrastinating and giving into fear. Aiks!
 
I really need to get back the fire. If don't have those dramatic fire come down from heaven then I'll just keep going and going until everything runs smoothly. Like the train that is going to start, at first it will be difficult, slow and not pleasant, but as it keeps on doing that, slowly but surely the train will be running smooth!

 
 
DISCIPLINE is the key word!
 
And I shall declare war to those who try to stop me!
I'm going to be serious this time!

 
No more procrastinating but more motivation!
No more fear but more passion!
 
The world is waiting for my beauty to flourish!

p/s: none of these pictures are drawn by me.
 
Love,
Constance
 
 


True and Better

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

 
True & Better
 
The bible is not a series of disconnected stories it is a single narrative in which every story, every character points beyond itself to one who is greater.
 
The story of Adam and Eve is not just about the first man and woman... there is a true and better Adam who passed the test in the garden and whose obedience is ascribed to us.
 
There is a true and better Abel who, though innocently slain, has blood that cries out, not for our condemnation, but for our acquittal.
 
There is a true and better Abraham who answered the call of God to leave all the comfortable and familiar and go out into the void to create a new people of God.
 
There is a true and better Isaac, the son of laughter, of grace, who was not just offered up by his father on the mount but was truly sacrificed for us all.
 
There is a true and better Jacob who wrestled and took the blow of justice we deserved, so we, like Jacob, only receive the wounds of grace that wake us up and discipline us.
 
There is a true and better Joseph who, at the right hand of the king, forgives those who betrayed and sold him and uses his new power to save them.
 
There is a true and better Moses who stands in the gap between the people and the Lord and who mediates a new covenant.
 
There is a true and better Rock of Moses who, struck with the rod of God’s justice, now gives us water in the desert.
 
There is a true and better Job, the truly innocent sufferer, who then intercedes for and saves his foolish friends.
 
There is a true and better David whose victory becomes his people’s victory, though they never lifted a stone to accomplish it themselves.
 
There is a true and better Esther who didn’t just risk losing an earthly palace but lost the ultimate heavenly one, who didn’t just risk his life, but gave his life to save his people.
 
There is a true and better Jonah who was cast out into the storm so that we could be brought in.
 
There is a true and better Passover Lamb, innocent, perfect, helpless, slain so the angel of death will pass over us. He’s the true temple, the true prophet, the true priest, the true king, the true sacrifice, the true lamb, the true light, and the true bread.
 
The bible is not a series of disconnected stories.
 
It is a single narrative that points to one person... Jesus
Will never read the bible especially the Old Testament the same again
 
 
Love,
Loved by a GREAT GOD Constance
 

I NEED A NEW LAPTOP!

Saturday, November 16, 2013


Ello to any remaining human beings.
I know I know, is been a while since I last blogged. I think a week ago?

A lot had happened within this week. 
Some good some bad. Will definitely update my thoughts here.
If not where will I search for my memory when I get OLD?
hahahahahaha.

Anyway, one of the reason that contributing to me not blogging is the new evil product of social media! LOL! If you think having FACEBOOK and INSTAGRAM (and maybe twitter) is IN enough then my dear, you would be so wrong!!!!! Because a new baby had came to the word of social media and is none other than DAYRE!!

Dayre is basically an app where you can post your verbal vomits. 
You can even post it as QUOTE!

You can post pictures

Video

Stickers to describe your feeling

And also share your location! (which I don't do, just for your information)

So do follow me on dayre.me/constance
YES! I secure the name Constance! Super touched you know! LOL


So Dayre is something like Instagram but MORE! you get the preview of the feeds of those you are following
And if you like it, you can just click in and read!

Can now say goodbye to those who keep posting food photos when I'm hungry! Just not click into it and I'm safe from the trouble! LOL.

I normally do my verbal vomit there.

Although I do it here sometimes too. But with Dayre is more "at the moment" and more of patty stuff.

But I will still blog (if you are wondering). Nothing can compare to blogging.

I'll try my best to update ASAP. But it depends on my laptop because this lappy of mine keep shutting himself off without any reason. *sad*. Is a miracle to me when I can turn it on! (Just today, I need to press the on button 4 times before it finally decide not to shut himself off.)

I have no idea why but I think is time for me to upgrade. Thinking of an Macbook Air, not because I want expensive stuff, is just that it have a lot of software that I'm fancy of. *teehee*

Santa, I've been a good girl.
Can I have a Macbook Air please~~~~

Love,
Constance

Vampires around me!! Shoo!

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Been working on something lately and I'm pretty excited to share it out here.

I have a lot of crazy ideas that I don't know whether it will work out or not, but I think I should try it out just for the fun of it.

But before all that can happen, I shall take a break first. 
Because my battery is running LOW.

This time, is bad! VERY BAD! I think I even used up my back-up energy.

Toodles world! Princess have some private time to catch up with!

Gonna shut myself from the world and produce my own energy.

Till then!

Love,
Constance

16 more to go

Sunday, November 3, 2013


FINALLY have time to sit and blog!!!!

Somehow I have lesser time to blog despite of the flexibility of this current job.
I think is because of my involvement in church.

Honestly speaking, I never thought I would ever be a Christian.
But that's a story to be shared another day.

Today, I wanna talk about my hair!
*Yes! I'm still in the excitement of it!*

I secretly planned to cut my hair on Thursday night before my cell group outing. 
Honestly speaking, the IDEAL hairstyle that I wanted was SHORT SHORT SHORT like Emma Watson!
You see how she rock the hairstyle!

Sadly, people have the illusion that short-hair-girl = tomboy. 
Oh please grow up! My hairstyle doesn't determine my personality or character. 
I'm still me.

You seriously think she don't look hot in this picha?

So please stop judging a book by its cover.
I like my short hair look. *teehee*

The reaction I get is 2 extreme. One group loves it. The other keep asking me why I cut my hair short. LOL
I told them is because my hair keep falling. In a way is true, in another is not. 
I just hated my long hair look, I feel my face is all covered up. 
Now you can see my beautiful bone structure. 

So a big big THANK YOU for those who complement my new hairstyle! It really makes my day!

A little #OOTD from me

Dressed up a little and had some makeup on for church today!
I'm a pretty girl! *And shameless too! haha*

Oh! By the way, any good saloon to introduce?
*Or sponsors*
My hairstylist refused to cut my hair shorter and wasn't concentrating at all when she's cutting my hair.
 I'm pretty disappointed because I've been her loyal customer for almost 2 years now. 

Oh well, change is the only constant. 
So do drop me a comment if you have any saloon in mind! 
Thanks!!

Love,
Constance